"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine." Isaiah 43:1
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I can't believe that my baby girl just turned seven years old today!! She has come so far and is amazing!!! Happy Birthday ab!!! Mommy loves you so very much!!
I went to Muncie today, just JJ and me. Have you ever had that moment you really just needed a breakthrough with God, and it happens when you least expect it? That was me today! Life has been a real different journey for me lately. With a fairly new diagnosis of my own health, learning the tests results, trying to learn the daily routine of what I need and then learning to cope with the fact my health is not what it once was. I knew this bothered me, but I didn't realize to the extent that it made me struggle! Today, as I was driving and listening to this song, something snapped in me. I realized that my health issues don't have to bring me down. The words to a song came on and started to hit me really hard! This is what they said "There's a peace I have come to know. Though my heart & flesh my fail. There's an anchor for my soul. I can sing it is well." I haven't sang "it is ...
My life has taken a sudden change... everything I once knew... it feels I no longer know. I was admitted 2 1/2 weeks ago because of my aspiration issues and a Peg tube (feeding tube) was placed in my abdomen. I went in with the understanding this was going to be supplemental... and I came out learning this was it... This was my sole nutrition.... The words NPO indefinitely were written in bold letters across the note from my surgeon and team of doctors (NPO meaning... nothing by mouth). You don't realize how big that word Indefinite is... until it's placed on something major in your life. This has been a hard road. I have put on my bravest most strongest face I can... but there are moments... daily moments... I find myself broken... I feel so much better now with my health that it makes it all worthwhile but for me... for many... food is social! We get together and we eat.... we have parties and we eat... we have victories and we eat... we go on dat...
I have been reading a book written by Max Lucado. As I am reading this book, I find so many nuggets of truth that God has already been speaking to me. Funny how God does that. Kind of like he's saying "I REALLY really want you to get this!" My big battle right now is my weight! I like to eat... I don't eat a lot of junk but I do turn to food too often when I'm stressed or whatever... How many of you are stress eaters? I'm sure guilty! Well, we all know life is stressful! I've lost 50 lbs but I seem to be stuck there. Yep! Truly stuck. So, God's been talking to me. He's been reminding me that HE needs to be my only comfort. Not people, not food, not anything other than HIM! As I am reading this book, I just stopped in my tracks! Mathew 4:4 says Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’” It gripped me! Right th...
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