Blessings...
Yesterday, I sat in church with my emotions running high... it's been a LONG month around here. Between changes in JJ's GI, DRASTIC changes in Abby's care and our future understanding for her, Joey battling fatigue like crazy, and then everything with the van... It's just felt like non stop here with everything. I have to admitt, I have wrestled MUCH with God... asking lots of why questions, stating lots of "I just don't get it" statements, and even feeling lost in the mix of everything uncertain of "what's next". With all of this, I told Jeff the other night, we need to look for the blessings... the little things that are God's subtle reminders... HE IS! He is taking care of us, he is providing, he is there for our every need! So, as I sit in church, God is just hitting me with all of this... about trusting... about believing... then this song comes on... Music speaks more to me than any sermon. I have always found a deep conne